Saturday, December 18, 2010

Explanation... Maybe

There is a reason I feel the way I do

A reason why my faith falters

A reason why I am so scared

And the reason is you...


It's not your fault

This is new

The feeling, the fear

Everything to do with you


I want to believe that this is mine

I want to believe that my time is here

But two steps forward

And the fear creeps near

Is this my imagination?

Is this an illusion?

Everything seems right

But the questions tend to fright


I am trying so hard

To believe in happiness

I am trying so hard

To let go

You make it easy

You should know

But the road is still slightly dark

And I am still scared to move


So when I am brash or seem insensitive

It is probably just my defense

It is probably just a farce

You mean the world

I just can't say it right.