There is a reason I feel the way I do
A reason why my faith falters
A reason why I am so scared
And the reason is you...
It's not your fault
This is new
The feeling, the fear
Everything to do with you
I want to believe that this is mine
I want to believe that my time is here
But two steps forward
And the fear creeps near
Is this my imagination?
Is this an illusion?
Everything seems right
But the questions tend to fright
I am trying so hard
To believe in happiness
I am trying so hard
To let go
You make it easy
You should know
But the road is still slightly dark
And I am still scared to move
So when I am brash or seem insensitive
It is probably just my defense
It is probably just a farce
You mean the world
I just can't say it right.